What was it about Yeshua that made him so special? For the moment, put aside your theology or “Christology” and ask what made him so attractive and endearing to people on a human level. What sort of a man was he? What made people want to follow him? Did he have special “charisma” or an aura about him?
We really don’t know the answer to these questions, of course, since the New Testament says little about his physical appearance, though the prophet Isaiah foretold that he would be a man of "no reputation," with no regal form or "comeliness" with which we would desire him. Indeed, he would be "despised and rejected of men, a man of sorrows, and acquainted with grief" (Isa. 53:2-3). Indeed Yeshua was born into this world in obscurity, grew to become an unassuming man, a “nobody” in the eyes of the world, without power or political authority. For all the more reason then does this suggest that what made him so attractive to others was his heart, his kindness, and his accessibility, and that's part of the lesson we learn by the invitation he gave to the two disciples of John the Baptist to come to his home.
Recall that the New Testament records how John the Baptist began announcing the imminent coming of the Messiah, calling the people to repentance. One day John saw Yeshua of Nazareth and proclaimed: “Behold the Lamb of God who takes away the sins of the world!” (John 1:29-30). Two of John’s disciples (thought to be Andrew and John, author of the fourth gospel) were standing with him at the time and they believed John’s testimony that Yeshua was the promised Savior of Israel. Indeed John had explained that the purpose of his ministry was to herald the coming of Messiah, and his preaching was intended to prepare the people for the momentous hour. Therefore when John identified Yeshua as the “Lamb of God who takes away the sins of the world,” they understood the implications and immediately decided to follow Yeshua as he walked away. When Yeshua turned to them and asked: “What are you looking for?” they replied, “Rabbi, where do you live?” And Yeshua then graciously invited them to “come and see.” So they went to Yeshua’s house and stayed with him for the rest of the day (see John 1:35-39). We may wonder, what did they see? What did they do? What did they discuss with Yeshua? We are not told, though it is clear Yeshua was a kind and approachable person, accessible to the seeking heart.
And this presents a sort of “parable” or pattern for anyone who would come to know Yeshua. First there is a deep awareness of the need to repent before God, as John the Baptist had preached, along with the realization that true repentance, or personal salvation, is impossible apart from divine intervention that would free the soul from its bondage to sin. Second there is revelation that points to Yeshua alone as our healer and deliverer. Third there is sincere desire to learn more about him and the nature of his character, and there is an “inner sense” that you are called to “come and see” where Yeshua lives...
This invitation is for all people who are burdened by their sins and who hunger and thirst for deliverance. Yeshua’s message finds it place in the heart of the broken: “Come to me, all who labor and are heavy laden, and I will give you rest. Take my yoke upon you, and learn from me, for I am gentle and lowly in heart, and you will find rest for your souls. For my yoke is easy, and my burden is light” (Matt. 11:28-30).
It is this your willingness to accept the invitation to know his heart that marks the first step from which all others follow. Yeshua asks you to feel welcome and safe in his presence, as if you have belonged to him all along, to realize that you are accepted, respected, and dearly valuable to him. This is the “place” of God, the “where” of his presence and the “who” of his character. And indeed, God’s Presence is liked to a “house,” a "miskhan" or dwelling place, a refuge and sanctuary for the soul, a secret garden, a strong habitation, the everlasting arms of a loving Father, Abba, the one who makes a place for us, an everlasting domicile that will enshrine us in the comfort and blessing of eternal love.
Some people wrestle with shame and feel unworthy of love and blessing. It is hard for them to believe that God bears their sins because they do not believe they matter enough for God to do so. But God affirms and demands that we take his love seriously, that we esteem ourselves as people he loves and cares for despite our sins and failings... His heart extends to the “poor in spirit,” to those who mourn over their lives, to the humble, the broken, the wandering outcast, the despised and rejected of men. Yeshua is the “friend of sinners” who calls out to their weariness: “Come to me, and I will give you rest...”
So what are you looking for? What do you truly desire of the Lord? Yeshua encourages us to come and see who he is and to repose in the place of his dwelling, the habitation of his heart. “Live in me - in the truth of my heart - and let my heart live in you” (John 15:4). This “house” of the Lord is found in heart connection with him, where you accept yourself as beloved in him. It is found in God’s presence as Father, Son and Holy Spirit as we are made part of his family, members of his household, and partakers of the blessing of his love.
We start “following” the Lord by first trusting that he really desires us, for assuredly we will cannot do so unless we believe his heart for us, after all. We begin by praying, “Lord, how am I to be with you? How can my heart know your heart for me? How can I connect with you, finding life in your life? Is this not essential — to know who you really are, to experience your mercy and grace, to rest in your steadfast love and faithfulness? How can I experience your acceptance and kindness in light of my brokenness, shame and disappointment? Will you heal the wounds of my heart - wounds that you yourself bore for me in your suffering? I bow down in hope before the cries of my heart. I wait, O Lord, for your touch, the breath of your Spirit, the true balm of Gilead that forever heals my brokenness.”
Recall the story about Elijah, dejected, weary, and feeling abandoned. The Lord instructed him, “Go out, and stand on the mountain before the LORD.” And behold, the LORD passed by, and a great and strong wind tore into the mountains and broke the rocks in pieces before the LORD, but the LORD was not in the wind; and after the wind an earthquake, but the LORD was not in the earthquake; and after the earthquake a fire, but the LORD was not in the fire; and after the fire a still small voice... And, suddenly there came a Voice to him that asked, ‘What are you doing here?’” (1 Kings 19:11-13).
Or consider Job who was described as “a man blameless and upright, one who feared God and shunned evil” who nevertheless was tested, brought to despair and the knife’s edge of death. After languishing in dismay, he found himself beneath the whirlwind, beholding the revelation of God's glory, and only afterward was he able to say, “I have heard of thee by the hearing of the ear (לְשֵׁמַע־אֹזֶן שְׁמַעְתִּיךָ): but now mine eye seeth thee (וְעַתָּה עֵינִי רָאָתְךָ). Therefore I forsake myself, and I repent in dust and ashes” (Job 42:5-6).
There is no recipe or “formula” for following the Lord since it involves turning to God from the depths of your soul, allowing him to be the center of your heart. In a sense it is a matter of losing yourself to find yourself, letting go of your fears and attachments in surrender to God. As we go through the refining fires, we leave behind the old life for the new — crossing over into the realm of the Spirit. Once we take hold of who we are in God's house, the despair that has haunted us fades away and we live in God’s provision and abundance.
Faith in the truth of God's love sets us free, though we must be careful not to let our hope wane in quiet desperation. The temptation is to lose sight of God’s heart for us or to be dissuaded from our hope because of sadness or fear. God is merciful and will beckon us to return to his love, though if we begin to fall away, he may lead us to confess once again that we are unable to control our lives, that we desperately need him, and to know once again that all that we are or ever shall be is bound up in his presence and love for us.
Yeshua is the answer to our hurting and desperate hearts. It may not be an “easy” answer, but it’s the only answer that is real, with love forged in the passion of God's heart, the expense and expanse of which surpasses all of creation, forever and ever. Amen.
Psalm 119:77
יְבֹאוּנִי רַחֲמֶיךָ וְאֶחְיֶה
כִּי־תוֹרָתְךָ שַׁעֲשֻׁעָי
“Let your mercies come to me that I may live,
for your Torah is my delight.”
Psalm 119:77 Hebrew page (pdf)
Thank you so much John. Your words continue to teach and bless my soul as I seek to walk with Yeshua everyday. May the Peace of Yeshua be with you and you family. 🙏
Always a true heart searching and profound teaching. I must admit I do not allow our dear wonderful YHWH to be EL SHADDAI to me. Please pray this will stop and I accept healing to my broken heart.